“A penny for my thoughts, oh no I’ll sell them for a dollar
They’re worth so much more after I’m a goner
And maybe then you’ll hear the words I been singing
Funny when you’re dead how people start listening”—
This is my stepdad you could say, he has been there for me ever since i was 4. I will always love him no matter all the struggles that we have gone through. Through the drugs, money, and stealing. you changed, youre different. i guess god thought it was too late because now you have cancer and we found out that you only have a few weeks to live. how the fuck can those doctors put an expiration date on you? Fuck cancer and fuck them. whats gonna happen to us? how is gabbie gonna handle this? please dont leave us. dont hurt us. i dont want to see gabbies face when she finds out her dad is gone. we nned you, SHE needs you. i never said it but you will always be my father. everytime i see you i cant help but to cry. when you hold me tight and i can smell the cigarettes and cologne on you. i can feel your tears landing on my shirt, making it damp. im now crying uncontrollably. dont leave. i love you mark. youre strong. we can make it.
I wasnt going to post this… it took me a good 7 months to decide if i wanted to share this… well here goes nothing . About six months ago i lost someone who i cared about dearly. He was the first person i ever loved, and i really havent been the same since… this note was written a few days…
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